It happened last night, when I was going to bed.
My feelings turned blue.
End up by listening to a wistful song, though that song didn't depict what I was feeling.
Sometimes my feelings confuse me.
The fact is, the heart and mind aren't always friendly.
And in my case, they're barely speaking.
I don't feel lonely, I like to be alone.
I always think, my natural state is to feel like an outsider, and I don't quite relate to anybody.
But last night, I seriously wanted to talk with someone.
Is it okay to put a little more trust in someone else?
Is it fine if I speak my complicated minds up?
Why do I have these kind of strange feelings?
Why do they always come up so suddenly?
A friend of mine once said, "You seem like you avoid all kind of love"
Do I?
I just don't want to be fooled and falling into stupidity in my teenage life.
I just don't want to be fooled and falling into stupidity in my teenage life.
